I had a dream last night but it was really vague. I have had the exact same dream about 100 times in my life, dating back to when I was probably 4 or 5. Every time, I wind up shooting out of bed and I end up with an overall uneasy feeling. Not like a nightmare where I wound up scared, just a really bad feeling. Almost to the point where I feel some sort of dull pain. And if I continue to think about it afterwards, it continues to weigh on me.

In this dream, it’s always the exact same thing. Some unidentifiable tiny white lightweight object like a very thin, brittle strand of hair is floating around on a perfectly white background with no noise. Then out of nowhere this gigantic jagged black metallic wrecking ball comes hurtling noisily through space towards the fluttering hair and crushes it, as if there was ever any doubt.

That’s the whole dream and that is all it’s ever been. I don’t know what these objects are or why one is crushing the other. Why would I have dreamt that over and over for over 25 years, and why would it make me wake up feeling almost sick every time?

Last night, however, after waking up from this dream and later falling back asleep, I had a dream where I found out that I suffered from something called “shape syndrome”. Of course after looking that up it meant absolutely nothing, but it was further than I’d ever gotten before.

Here is an illustration. Notice the tiny little whitish thing on the left. Can anyone figure out what this could mean??

What does my dream mean?